~ yAnEe’s jOUrnEy ~

love…

is part of your life talaga…

you wud experienced to cry, to hurt, to be happy, to love and to do everything to him talaga…

mahal mo ehh right…

pero wat if gnawa mu na lahat to him pero wala tlaga???

hirap dba… at first mahirap tlaga but nung second tym around na ngyari ulet yun…

at totally n ngkasakit naku dhil lang to him…

i realized na id bin such a fool to him na kumbaga gnawa ku ng lahat pero wala padin ehh di iwan nakita… before ayuko ehh pero now kaya ko ng iwanan cya kakatuwa lang at hindi naku nagsisi… nakaya kong hiwalayan cya gad… i know he has someone kaso di nya lang maamin to me… nob nmn kung meron db??? so wala na… s isip ko guy lang yun gurl… tama nah… dami pang iba???!!!

isip ku lang kung bkit for so many months nakaya ku cyang mahalin kahit nasasaktan ku dhil skanya…???? bkit kaya??? sagutin nyo nga ako… khit aku din nguguluhan ehhh… —– yanee —–

its been two days when i felt something miserable… i thought it was nothin… lam mo yun after the day na nfinished mu yung task mu for being the leader of the day for the two groups bigla ka pa mag eemote sa tabi just for one guy… i really hate people who are so "manhid" not eventually all but my mga tyms na my gnung personality tlaga… yung tipong you do everything to him para lng masave ulit relationship nyu, to know na "ay eto mahal nya ko…" tsk, tsk but i was totally wrong… for so many months that i’d tried na maging sobrang tanga, magpakamartir?????… hmmm…. napagod na ko, truly na i really sacrificed na for him… pero wala tlaga eh… wala na… dat was the tym wen i told him to stop it na… kasi mas nasasaktan nako… he knows nmn how much i love him pero he do nothin… na kumbaga he making me a big fun… a big tanga… a big martir… kasi super bait ku dba??? pero masakit eh… kaya its better narin na gnito at least we dont see na each other…

but one thing lang yung iniwan ku to him… he knows that…. =) at pag ready nako n kausapin siya… il txt him… i know na magkikita at magkikita parin kmi…

yanee=)

well, community is bin our part of our lyf as a nursing students….

kelangan tlaga assertive ka sa lahat ng bagay….

you shud exert effort sa lahat ng gagawin mo, although mahirap….

masaya namn… maganda ang place… at very kind nmn ang mga tao dun…

silang cavite… hmmm??? isa lang ang hindi ku makakalimutan dun yung hangin… at yung lamig ng klima…

ultimo pagligo tlagang tumatanggi nku… pano b nmn ngllock jaw nako sa sobrang lamig ng water nmiss ku tuloy takure koh…. =)

hehehe… pero enjoy… pg andun kana feeling tuloy nmn asa states kami…

gnun pla yun kakasad kasi nkakamis yung mga tao naiiwan mu sa manila…

but they have to understand na nid tlaga nmn toh…. =)

kung pwede nga lang smahan nyo kami para mlmn nyo yung ngyyri to us ehhh…

pero safe nmn kmi dun… =)

kala ku dis year is my happy days…

oo nga happy ku pero di ko kayang mkita na my ngssuffer ng dahil lng to me…

ayoko ng gnun… i want everybody to be happy…

last month of dec2006, wen i met a group of guys in our skul…

i guess na its just nothing… but suddenly, it was a great shock…

and to the point n because of me… nagkroon ata ng problem…

3 guys with a gud intention but only one person hu got my attention…

i know its my fault and i dont want na macra ung friendship nila just bcoz of me…

i thot it was ok but its not… how can i surpass this kind of situation…

please help me guyssss!!! =(